Sunday, November 5, 2017

11/05/17

Clouds
The clouds move high up, and they’re so peaceful
They know not what they do or why they do
But they don’t care or trouble themselves to know

Slowly they’re carried along
As if the clouds themselves move of their own strength
Steady and strong
Unnoticed, they go mostly
Like the stars in the night
Like the passage of the moon in the sky
Or the sun, journeying as it shines
With patience and still observation
One can spot their movement
Their silence thwarted

But they don’t care
They have no agenda
They move with the wind
By the air they’re supported

Like the waves of the sea
Can be calm
Can be mean
Like the land on the sea
So massive they go unseen

I see my former student pass me by
And we make contact
A quick matching of our eyes
I look away without thought
But turn back to him as he’s gone
Does he recognize me without hair
Without glasses does he care

It’s too late to say hi
His name escapes me
Joseph, justin? My excuse hidden in insecure pride.

I’m not a cloud, but a man
Not nearly as big, but I am
Bigger than life i could be
Because my lord has called me

What i should do, I don’t know
But the wind is always blowing
And i’m stuck in this rhythm of rhyming
This pattern in my writing

Can i break free and make my own path
With the Lord in his own plan
Will he carry me like the wind
The clouds bring me peace
I welcome them they bring shade from the draining onslaught of heat.

As i sit alone in this busy cafe
Full of people full of Gods grace
I’ll rest in you
knowing there are better days

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Sunday, September 24, 2017

back here again

my man, he always told me
if ever i feel lonely
man, just go down to stereoscope
and you'll find your future lovely
but i know life is so much more than ladies
it can be so much more creative
theres so much more that's waiting
to be discovered and made
i know i'll make it

but for now i feel so stuck and lazy
probably because i'm lazy
and i waste my time just thinking
of why we have these feelings
i feel that life could be so easy
a thought that only comes by feeling

but that's what make this life so crazy
what gives our life some meaning
what makes us different is feeling
and thinking and making, creating

anyways, 2 cute girls started playing with brownie
and just for a moment i felt like i was popular

thanks dcho
thanks brownie

KBYE


Saturday, May 27, 2017

05/24/17 @ stereoscope again

How many roses til the stairs lead to flight
how many doses til I can reach the light
how many flowers til the hour
when I no longer need to fight

how many days til the days don't fade
how many ways til we find our way
how many blades have to fade
til the world seems right

how many nights til I don't feel 'lone
how many rights til I forget my wrongs
how many why's til I don't care why
and I can sleep at night

I don't know why it rains
to pour on the grass
and to pour on the homeless
I don't know why it shines
to warm up the cold
and wick away life

how many roses til a grave leads to life
and I can smile again inside?